Feeling Hopeful

My positive CT Scan results gave me so much hope! Before I didn’t know if it was possible to survive this cancer. It is so rare and not knowing if the treatments are working was nerve-racking and to be honest, I didn’t know if I could do it.

Yes, I am scared that it could start growing again or grow somewhere else in my body. Every little pains is a reminder. I try not to think about it too much.

Having a reduction of 50% was more than I was expecting and it changed my way of thinking. Now, I can see that I have a chance. Of course I am not out of the woods yet, but things are looking on the positive side and I will take that.

Now, I have something to hold on to. It makes all the bad days worth it.

I have been meditating most of the nights and I feel like it helped me change my focus.

Tomorrow, the cycle is starting all over again. It sucks, but it is just a small price to pay to get better.

Hope everyone have a good week.

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