My positive CT Scan results gave me so much hope! Before I didn’t know if it was possible to survive this cancer. It is so rare and not knowing if the treatments are working was nerve-racking and to be honest, I didn’t know if I could do it.
Yes, I am scared that it could start growing again or grow somewhere else in my body. Every little pains is a reminder. I try not to think about it too much.
Having a reduction of 50% was more than I was expecting and it changed my way of thinking. Now, I can see that I have a chance. Of course I am not out of the woods yet, but things are looking on the positive side and I will take that.
Now, I have something to hold on to. It makes all the bad days worth it.
I have been meditating most of the nights and I feel like it helped me change my focus.
Tomorrow, the cycle is starting all over again. It sucks, but it is just a small price to pay to get better.
Hope everyone have a good week.