This Monday was my third chemo, which marked the half way point of my treatment. Three down, three to go!

I find this week was a bit harsher on me than the last cycle of chemo. The nauseas were more intense. All week, I didn’t feel so well. One day, I actually slept 14 hours just to go pass the nausea stage.

During the first week post chemo always makes me feel useless. All I do is sleep, eat and sleep again. I can’t be standing straight for too long. I have to think that this is only temporary and this will get better from now until my next treatment.

Being at the half way mark brings me a little of anxiety because that means they will also check the progress of my treatment.

Next week, on June 17th, I will be going for a CT scan. We will soon know if this treatment is working. I really hope this test will bing some good news and bring some light in my life.

Although I am not a fan of getting a surgery, I really need to have it, so I can live longer and hopefully be cancer free.

That’s my wish and hope anyway.